happier times ahead

Well Halloween is coming and Noah will be wearing something passed on to him from his cousin Joey... Pictures will be posted!!

I have been rejected from yet another potential employer but now I am sure that it is simply a matter of having to compete with people way more, the job market here is saturated and I have been out of work for a year and a half already. a good time to further my education I guess.

As you all may know Jay and I are back at 4077 so no time like the present to leave town to CT!!!! Noah and I will leave on Nov. 14. Yippie!

Noah had his check-up this week. He is 23.12 lbs and 28". He hasn't done anything new since last post, he is much more confined in our current living situation and I am afraid that it may set him back a little. we will see.

the doc wants him off the pacifier and the bottle, time to start weening. he had a flu shot and a flouride treatment and was an angel! no concerns, except she measured his head twice and i freaked out, i asked if it wasn't growing as it should and she said that wasn't an issue, it is actually on the bigger side.

i am working hard to get to a place where we aren't under constant stress... it is bad for all of us and i am full of guilt because I think it has already taken so much away from Noah. He will be fine. This just isn't what I had planned. oh well. like i said happier times ahead.

ah happy times

baby noah

brothers

well we are out of our place and back in with Jay's mom. we don't have a room yet, already a week, so Jay has been stuck sleeping on the floor.

I have been getting interviews but no offers. No worries. When I am supposed to work, I will have a job.

Noah has been having a hard time with adjusting, he has been crankier and try as I may to keep him on a schedule it is near impossible. poor little guy. other than that he is moving right along, he climbs the playscape at the park to get to the slide. he will be playing while standing against something and let go, to stand independently, he doesn't know what he is doing, but he is getting there. he is such a beefcake, it is a riot. he is now saying dada in addition to mama and baba.

well halloween is coming! hopefully he will dress up, we will see!

fuck it

Peter doing the "creepy old man", hilarious
Noah eating the crib

i have to get my shit together before i lose my mind. thank god i am making some friends around here. i am stuck in the house too much too often. i miss my family so much.

sometimes running away seems so romantic.